Lie in the sand and visualise.

WELL, BECAUSE CHILLING OUT AT THE CLUBS DOESN'T HELP ANYMORE.

Some people fight and some people fall. Others pretend they dont care at all. When you tell a lie, make sure there's no loophole so that nobody will doubt and see through that facade. I'm accepting things as they are, and they aren't beautiful. What else can I do? The only connection now? Reality may hit hard one day that it's a foolish mistake. It's either fly or drown. Keep this but lose that. Hence, history occurs once again. But this time it's definite and it shall never repeat again. For the differences are obvious and there's no more reasons. Nevertheless, storage has been made ever since with perhaps a few failures in between.

If it can be done as easily as it's said, it would have been done long ago. Now I shut my eyes and try to hide. Hide from all these feelings I have inside.

Oh nozzzz, fucking stupid Joee. What are you doing. You've got no time to sit there and weep whole day. Nononononono. I've gotta be happy. Or at least act happy. Don't affect the people around you. Yes, that's it.

WELL, TO SUM IT UP, I HAD A REALLY SHITTY DAY TODAY,
AND OF COURSE, I'M IN A REALLY SHITTY MOOD TOO.